Kanji Tatsumi ([personal profile] tatsumi_textiles) wrote2016-04-27 09:20 pm
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Question Meme!

Ochre broke 14k and Ishi broke 2k, so why not?

Also, I just love doing relationship babbling, and this is more organized than plurk SO.

AMA!

I play Kanji Tatsumi//Ochre on Tiamat, Kian Alvane//Ishiyama on Epona, and maybe a quasitrama echo, I need to get that app sorted out.
shiroganeheir: ([Kanji] defender)

[personal profile] shiroganeheir 2016-04-28 01:25 am (UTC)(link)
Talk to me about Ochre's views on Lapis. Where would he like things to go? Is there anything in particular he'd like to do with her?

[personal profile] waywardapostle 2016-04-28 12:59 pm (UTC)(link)
Ochre is Very Very hesitant right now about Lapis, since he's still super aware that her team. Doesn't like him.

Because he still thinks he's banned from Henwen.

Because of that, he's really cautious and plans on Treating Her Properly- whatever the hell that means, he honestly has no idea. The 'asking her out on a date' thing was a spur of the moment decision, and he has no idea where he wants it to go, especially since he's still aware that neither of them remember anywhere close to everything yet, so he's still got that worry that she's actually together with protag, and that they're probably not going back to the same world when this is all said and done (blame ed for that one) and he's just not thinking about the future at all.

At all.

That said, he'd kinda like to show her the Caretaker's realm, since it's damn cool.

Reverse me on this one, I want to knoooow
shiroganeheir: ([Kanji] in lap)

[personal profile] shiroganeheir 2016-04-30 02:51 am (UTC)(link)
TWO DAYS LATE SORRY.

She's pretty sure that he's going to realize that she is boring and probably not really that great to spend time with. From the group of memories she has back, she's not completely sure if they were together back at home, but she does know that she doesn't have any particular feelings for Protag. She knows she does like him at home, and to be honest, she likes him even more in Kyr. She's seen what he's capable of, and respects and likes it, even though sometimes she doesn't understand it. He's one of two people in Kyr she'd do literally anything for without any reservations. If it ever comes down to it, she'll die for him without question. After her Thousand Curses memory, which she'll never show him, she feels like she owes him.

Really, she doesn't even know how much she cares for him. He's her best friend, the person she goes to first, and the person she'd want to stick with if things truly went to hell (or Nyssa). She's just so crap at emotions that she doesn't know how to express the depth of what she feels for him. That's why the plushie in her heart. It's almost a childish inability to express herself. But at the back of her head she damn well knows that what she's feeling for him is actually love.

If or when she realizes that they actually are from different worlds, she's likely to see if she can find some way to combine the two, because she doesn't want to go home to a version of him who doesn't know, and can't be there for her, and might not even care for her in the same way. She'll be determined to find a way to make it work. Somehow.