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[tatsumi_textiles]

Ochre broke 14k and Ishi broke 2k, so why not?

Also, I just love doing relationship babbling, and this is more organized than plurk SO.

AMA!

I play Kanji Tatsumi//Ochre on Tiamat, Kian Alvane//Ishiyama on Epona, and maybe a quasitrama echo, I need to get that app sorted out.

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[shiroganeheir]

TWO DAYS LATE SORRY.

She's pretty sure that he's going to realize that she is boring and probably not really that great to spend time with. From the group of memories she has back, she's not completely sure if they were together back at home, but she does know that she doesn't have any particular feelings for Protag. She knows she does like him at home, and to be honest, she likes him even more in Kyr. She's seen what he's capable of, and respects and likes it, even though sometimes she doesn't understand it. He's one of two people in Kyr she'd do literally anything for without any reservations. If it ever comes down to it, she'll die for him without question. After her Thousand Curses memory, which she'll never show him, she feels like she owes him.

Really, she doesn't even know how much she cares for him. He's her best friend, the person she goes to first, and the person she'd want to stick with if things truly went to hell (or Nyssa). She's just so crap at emotions that she doesn't know how to express the depth of what she feels for him. That's why the plushie in her heart. It's almost a childish inability to express herself. But at the back of her head she damn well knows that what she's feeling for him is actually love.

If or when she realizes that they actually are from different worlds, she's likely to see if she can find some way to combine the two, because she doesn't want to go home to a version of him who doesn't know, and can't be there for her, and might not even care for her in the same way. She'll be determined to find a way to make it work. Somehow.