Caretaker is now incredibly nervous about how he is going to react when he breaks the news to him, but he feels like he should. He's not quite ashamed of his past because he's spoken of it to Kaito and given bits of it to Clover. He's willing to tell the story because if he doesn't speak of it then it is like it never happened and he can't. . . disgrace the people he hurt by pretending it's not real. He knows what he is, he knows that he's a monster and he looks like one because of it (then again, if you ask caretaker he doesn't look like friendly doge but hideous werewolf kind of thing because warped self-image), but he doesn't. . . want to tell Ochre and have him agree. It's stupid?? Because he feels like he's always on the verge of getting shunned.
LIKE HE FIGURES, HONESTLY, that he has limited time with Tiamat so he's making the most of it. He knows that he served his purpose and eventually they're not gonna need him and he's going to be too much on Delriza. She needs the energy, she needs to reclaim her spot, and he needs to know when he's not welcome. HE'S JUST. . . AVIDLY AGAINST THE IDEA. But he'll go when told to, JUST NOT A MOMENT SOONER BECAUSE!!! CLINGING TO TEAM. I AM SORRY, THIS FUCKER IS THE WORST.
SOOOOO, DATE CROWN? Y/Y/Y? OK, SETTLED. DATING CROWN.
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OCHRE --> CROWN THINKS HE'S A CREEP.
Caretaker is now incredibly nervous about how he is going to react when he breaks the news to him, but he feels like he should. He's not quite ashamed of his past because he's spoken of it to Kaito and given bits of it to Clover. He's willing to tell the story because if he doesn't speak of it then it is like it never happened and he can't. . . disgrace the people he hurt by pretending it's not real. He knows what he is, he knows that he's a monster and he looks like one because of it (then again, if you ask caretaker he doesn't look like friendly doge but hideous werewolf kind of thing because warped self-image), but he doesn't. . . want to tell Ochre and have him agree. It's stupid?? Because he feels like he's always on the verge of getting shunned.
LIKE HE FIGURES, HONESTLY, that he has limited time with Tiamat so he's making the most of it. He knows that he served his purpose and eventually they're not gonna need him and he's going to be too much on Delriza. She needs the energy, she needs to reclaim her spot, and he needs to know when he's not welcome. HE'S JUST. . . AVIDLY AGAINST THE IDEA. But he'll go when told to, JUST NOT A MOMENT SOONER BECAUSE!!! CLINGING TO TEAM. I AM SORRY, THIS FUCKER IS THE WORST.
SOOOOO, DATE CROWN? Y/Y/Y? OK, SETTLED. DATING CROWN.